



so, it has been a couple weeks since my last post...and sooooo much has gone on! i started work...first of all! that has been a blast! cool hand lukes is the name of the place and i just love it! the theme is way cool, and if you know me, you know that i am a sucker for the

western and cowboy theme! i have been making some good money, but it seems to dissapear as soon as i make it! but i guess that is how it goes...esspecially with 3 kids :)
ellie rae just started kindergarten and LOVES it! she acts so grown up and like she knows everything...i have to remind her that she isn't even in first grade yet :) jake is having a hard t

ime with it too....ellie came home the other day with a necklace on. i asked her where she got it... she told me "mike gave it to me mom, he was going to get me flowers too, but he didn't want them to die in his backpack....and he also said he would love to bring me chocolates".....WTF??? seriously..."mike" must have a suave father if he already knows how to woo a girl in KINDERGARTEN!! ha ha...i think it is funny myself, but jake on the other hand is already cleaning his gun... j/k! her cast comes off on monday....and this whole broken arm thing is costing an ARM and a LEG! 15,000 dollars? seriously...i ahould have left the sucker broken...not really. jake told me that if they are going to charge us to have the damn ting cut off, that he was going to do it himself! that scared me and little ellie...so i just told him that they didn't charge :) jake really knows how to go about doin

g things...ha ha ha!
on to the next thing.....this weekend i am heading off for a girls weekend! it will be soooo much fun! i get to go to the pendelton round up.....YEE HAW! we have a nicew hotel and so much to do i won't even know what to do with myself! jake is soooo good about letting me have my "me" time....i don't know what i would do with out his fine little bootay! the kids have gotten to spend so much more time with him these past couple months...it is sooo important to have the daddy time! he knows how to put the smack down a little bit better than i do :) i come home and the kids have picked up all of their toys, brushed their teeth and have gotten ready for bed! now that's what i'm talkin about!
and l;ast but not least....good bye summer! it went by soooo fast this year....i really didn't get to do all of the things i wanted to, but it was sooo much fun anyways! i "found" myself this summer! ...this is my blog from myspace :
good bye sweet summer
Current mood:
melancholy
i am soooo sad to see the summer come to an end. it feels like it was only here for a very short time. i am a little dissapointed that i didn't get to do all of the things that i wanted to do this summer.....but overall it was a great time!
i have kinda found myself this summer. i found that i need to surround myself with the right people and that i don't always need to be around people to be happy. my kids and my husband love me unconditionally and that is really all that matters. i have found that i only have a few good friends...some that are new, and a couple that have been in my life for a while. i figured out who really cares, and who really doesn't. i have learned that i am a beautiful person, in my own way....that one has been the toughest....but i have started to look at myself differently. i can't be like every other person, i am myself...and i am ok with that. my life is wonderful and i have a lot of what many people wish for.
i got my new job, and that has made life a lot easier as well. i can get out of the house for a while and make money talking to people and serving them...not bad ehe? it also gives jake some more alone time with the kids...so they get a little bit of daddy time and daddy rules...ha ha. it is rough not seeing jake as much anymore, but we will get through it and get back to normal in no time :)
anyways...good bye summer...and see you next year! hopefully more good things will be in store!
i will be writing about my girls weekend in the next blog....so long!
my fav pic of the summer :)